✩DO YOU LOVE GOD

Do you love GOD
One day I woke early in the morning to watch the sunrise.
Ah, the beauty of God's creation is beyond description.
As I watched, I praised God for His beautiful work.
As I sat there the Lord brough His presence on me.
He asked me,
"Do you love Me?"
I answered,
"Of course God! You are my Lord and my Savior!"

Then He asked,
"If you were physically handicapped, would you still love Me?"
I was perplexed.
I looked down upon my arms, legs, and the rest of my body and wondered how many things I wouldn't be able to do.
The things that I took for granted.
And I answered.
"It would be tough, Lord, but I would still love You."

Then the Lord said,
"If you were blind, would you still love My creation?"
How could I love something without being able to see it?
Then I thought of all the blind people in the world and how many of them still loved God and His creation.
So I answered,
"It's hard to think of it, but I would still love You."

The Lord then asked me,
"If you were deaf, would you still listen to My word?"
How could I listen to anything being deaf?
Then I understood. Listening to God's Word is not merely using our ears, but our hearts.
I anwered,
"It would be tough, but I would still listen to Your Word."

The Lord then asked,
"If you were mute, would you still praise My Name?"
How could I praise without a voice?
Then it occurred to me, God wants us to sing from our very heart and soul.
It never matters what we sound like.
And praising God is not always with a song, but when we are persecuted.
We give God praise with our words of thanks.
So I answered,
"Though I could not physically sing, I would still praise Your Name."

And the Lord asked,
"Do you really love Me?"
With courage and a strong conviction, I answered boldly,
"Yes Lord! I love You because You are the one and true God!"

I thought that I had answered well, but God asked,
"Then why do you sin?"
I answered,
"Because I am only human. I am not perfect."
"Then why in times of peace do you stray the furthest?
Why only in times of trouble do you pray the earnest?"

No answer. Only tears.

The Lord continued.
"Why only sing at fellowships and retreats?
Why seek Me only in times of worship?
Why ask things so selfishly?
Why ask things so unfaithfully?"

The tears continued to roll down my cheek.

"Why are you ashamed of Me?
Why are you not spreading the good news?
Why in times of persecution, you cry to others
When I offer My shoulder to cry on?
Why make excuses when I give you opportunities to serve in My name?"

I tried to answer, but there was no answer to give.

"You are blessed with life.
I made you not to throw this gift away.
I have blessed you with talents to serve Me, but you continue to turn away.
I have stretched My word to you, but you do not gain in knowledge.
I have spoken to you, but your ears were closed.
I have shown My blessings to you, but your eyes were turned away.
I have sent you servants, but you sat idly by as they were pushed away.
I have heard your prayers, and I have answered them all."

Do you truly love Me?"

I could not answer. How could I?
I was embarrassed beyond belief. I had no excuse.
What could I say to this?
When my heart had cried out, and the tears had flowed, I said,
"Please forgive me Lord. I am unworthy to be Your child."

The Lord anwered,
"That is My grace, My child."

I asked,
"Then why do You continue to forgive me?
Why do you love me so?"

The Lord answered,
"Because you are My creation. You are My child.
I will never abandon you.
When you cry, I will have compassion and cry with you.
When you scream in joy, I will laugh with you.
When you are down, I will encourage you.

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千里之外
一眼万年
四面楚歌
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✩要寄给你喜欢的人与好友哦！

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＊誰可以當男朋友，誰只能當普通朋友。
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＊普通朋友：半夜會找妳打BBS聊天到很晚。
男朋友：半夜看妳還在BBS上會趕你下線(當然妳可以柪個幾分鐘)。
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普通朋友：他會找你出去玩,叫妳放棄報告或翹課。
男朋友：他會催妳快寫作業,或者想要跟你討論功課。
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普通朋友：在你生病時，會講好話關心妳。
男朋友：在你生病時，他會關心到你很煩，而且逼你去看醫生。
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普通朋友：他會盡量說好話來討好妳，妳會覺得他很棒。
男朋友：他所說的話，都是關心妳的！但通常像是在命令妳，妳會覺得他幹麻這麼做。
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普通朋友：他什麼事情都會配合著你，只要你高興。
男朋友：他會幫你辨別是非，但你會覺得他管太多。
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普通朋友：他會說他要給你最大的幸福。
男朋友：他只能給你保證，妳跟他在一起，他是最快樂的。
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普通朋友：他會幫你買消夜，送宵夜，載你上下課。
男朋友：他會幫你買宵夜，不過他會提醒你，吃什麼比較健康。
他會載你上下課，不過要他有順路，因為他不能為你而翹課。
因為他翹課，他成績便會不好，成績不好不會有好工作。
那你們將來日子怎麼會好過，他會想的很遠。
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普通朋友：他只有想到現在。
男朋友：他已經預見將來，該怎麼自我努力，好給你幸福。


★我要把幸福裝滿.連同我......一起送給你～。。☆

愛上一个人..........如此的甜蜜卻又讓人受傷害
放棄一个人..........如此的難過卻又讓人心碎


珍惜身旁的每一个人,不要等到失去了

才瞭解到遺憾.和後悔是如此的痛苦....





~※→因為愛你.所以放手還你自由←※~
~※→因為愛你.所以不再讓你困擾←※~
~※→因為愛你.所以寧願自己難過←※~
~※→因為愛你.所以我逼自己離開←※~



如果我還一直深愛著你...你是否還會待在我身邊?
如果我還一直在乎著你...你是否會再多看我一眼?
是否我已不存在了...你才感覺的到我的離開?
是否我已離開了....你才感覺的到我對你的好?

~*~在此祝福全天下所以的有情人~*~
~*~都能夠忠誠眷屬~*~


各 位 ， 為 了 自 己 的 幸 福 ， 寄 出 去 吧 ！
但 這 古 老 的 傳 說 規 定 ，
不 可 以 寄 給 所 有 寄 件人 寄 過 的 人 ，
包 括 寄 件 人 ！
請 各 注 意 喔 ！

如 果 沒 寄 給 1 人 的 話 ，將 有 噩 運 喔 ！

寄 給 １ ～ １ ０ 人 － － 好 運 即 將 來 臨

寄 給 １ １ ～ ２ ０ 人 － － 喜 歡 的人會 主 動 找 你

寄 給 ２ １ ～ ３ ０ 人 － － 你 會 有勇氣 向 喜 歡的 人 告白 喔 ！

寄 給 ３ １ ～ ５ ０ 人 － － 會 發 生 好 事 情 唷 ^ ^

寄 給 ５ １ ～ １ ０ ０ 人 － － > ３ < < - - 懂 吧 ~ ~

寄 給 １ ０ １ ～ ５ ０ ０ 人 － － 跟他 ( 她 ) 情同 意 合 嚕！

寄 給 １ ０ ０ ０ 人 以 上 － － 快 準備 結 婚 禮 堂 那 些 吧 ！





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最真摯滴愛情不需要承諾
注定緣份滴情人不需要約定
只要真心真意滴對待眼前滴你‧‧‧‧
只願陪伴著你直到你不愛你‧‧‧‧‧

✩I STILL HATE HIM

yesterday night he told me to write this in my diary

' today "he" slips at 12am..... night..'

✩SATURDAY

i nvr rily like sat much.. cuz sun i hav to attend some meetings that i don like much too.. today i received a msg from my brothers' camp teacher at china.. the place where they lived is now snowing.. wish to know wat r they doin there.. i miss them..
today i went to ip wid jurasic park.. i was a bit early.. i was stupid to mention Lxx in the car.. mom started to complain.. i just kept quiet.. the SPEECH went on and on until i reached ip.. until the moment i went down the car.. mom was stil on the topic.. i just took the camp fees ( plus a bit "tax") and went out of the car.. i knew mom was right but wat CAN i do..
i waited at marshmallows'.. jurasic park was LATE.. i din blame her.. i was late once too.. later.. we took a bus to church.. it was the 1st time i took a bus .. by myself.. 80sens..
today at church we laughed and talked a lot.. i just put on my braces so i din want others to see it.. ( jurasic park said i look cool with the braces.. haha) i tried to control myself not to laugh that much but......... u noe me.. how can i control myself NOT TO LAUGH..
i just hope 2ml to be a good day..

✩HUNGRY SONG

i learnt this from camp
sing b4 you eat:
hungry , hungry..♩
thirsty , thirsty..♩♪
da-de-la-da-di-ah-di-ah♩♪♬
da-de-la-da-di-ah-di-ah♩♪♬
swap..♫♫♫
moon ♫♫♫
hahahahahaha..
it always ended with laughters

✩CAMP-SOLO HOUR

OOH..I HATE SOLO HOUR..and love it at the same time also..
it was the 2nd night at the camp..
b4 solo hour.. alan yong/yeong (sry i'm not sure) gave us a talk about JESUS CHRIST.. he showed us some so called MAGIC TRICKS and everyone was tricked..easily..
the talk was great..
after the talk, we started our SOLO HOUR.. i couldnt believe that they were rily goin to do that..
fyi.. the camp was located somewhere in the middle of oil palm estate.. u sure thought it was jungle right.. no no.. it was an oil palm estate..
everywhere fulled with COW DUNGS.. there was no lamp posts by the roadside.. so when it came to the night..it was totally dark outside..
n that solo hour thing.. was to put us outside there ALONE for an hour !! can u imagine.. u were alone outside in the dark.. cow dungs around you (but of cuz they chose a place which din hav so much cd for u to sit la).. and your frens were 100 miles away from you.. the only thing they gave u was a small piece of mosquito coil.. no torch no watch no water.. nothing..
at first i sat there.. i was afraid of ghost..all kinds of ghost stories and ghost movie filled my mind..i was afriad that some ghost might just suddenly appear in front of me..i don1 2 die that fast!! the firefly's light rily freaked me out..
later..
i cried..
not bcuz of the firefly..
bcuz i thought of my family..
at that moment..
i miss my family a lot..
i 1 2 say sry 2 my mom cuz 2days ago we had a fight..
very serius fight..
i said something i shouldnt say..
i was very regret..
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i looked at the sky..
thinkin about my family..
suddenly..
i heard some1 singing..
i thought i heard wrongly..
but the voice became louder..
oh shit..
i was so scared..
then i think i heard someone crying oso..
omg..
i was so sleepy but i din dare to sleep..
i din1 2 shut my eyes..
so i opened wide my eyes n stared at the sky..
the moon came out suddenly..
surprisingly..
the moon could MOVE..
at 1st i saw it waas up there n when i turned back it went down.....
i rily saw it!!
then later..
i heard dogs howling..
omg!!.....
later..
i heard footsteps..
oh!!
finally!!
they had come!!
one by one we walked back together..
oh..that was de first time i was so happy 2 see my frens agn..
and when we shared our stories only i knew the singing voice was my fren..
and the crying voice was actually my fren humming a song..
LUCKILY...
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solo hour let me realised how important my famliy is to me

✩CAMP

i love water rafting
i hate mountain biking
i love n hate solo hour

I LOVE MY GROUP!!
always the most special one!!

✩I MISS THEM

I MISS MY BROTHERS A LOT.. A LOT LOT..I WONT BE SEING THEM FOR A MONTH.. THE HOUSE IS VERY QUIET.. I'M ALONE IN THE HOUSE.. M HAD GONE HOME.. I'M ALONE AGN.. I MISS THEM.. WHEN ARE THEY COMING BACK................................

✩LAST3 DAYS

we spent our last 3 days together... eating ...agn...
pizza hut
新合记
marrybrown
芽菜鸡
鱼蛋粉
鸡饭
doughnut
kennyrogers
yakult
FREE DRINKS
鸿图

our last meal together in 2008

✩UNLUCKY DAY.UNLUCKY DAY.UNLUCKY DAY

2 days ago.. it was wednesday.. no tuition.. sunny day.. should be a perfect day.. but it appeared to be the worst day of the week.. that morning.. me n M went to jj for a movie..MADAGASCAR 2 !!! it rocks!! i lurve it!! especially the plane landing part.. omg.. i almost rofl.. XD ......... wait!! stop n revine.. i haven mention the "1st worst thing" we met that day.. i suddenly turned back ( without any reason.. just feel lik turnin back ) n saw someone i don1 2 c the most!! wat could i say.. the world is just that small.. don1 2 mention his name here.. let's just call him JXXN.. i saw him wearin that same old jacket .. mayb tat's y i recognized him .. he was quite far away.. so mayb he din c us.. M n i were lik "OMG" n v ran away lik being caught stealing something.. plz la.. i rily don1 2 let him c us there.. he probably would come over n talk to us pretending as if he was vry close to us.. that would be my worst nightmare.. no thanks.. we went to buy popcorn (n i add a bit chilly sauce inside) n drinks.. we din c him anymore .. mayb he rily din c us there.. whooh.. after the movie we went for our DINNER.. fyi.. we woke up damn late that day so we skipped breakfast n lunch.. i suggested kr(kennyrogers) but M wanted to eat pizza.. after comparing the prices v decided to go ph(pizza hut)..that was rily our WRONG decision.. i dono wat happened to jj's pizzahut.. i think they wanted to stop their buisiness.. their service was..................... 3 wordS can describe : " TERRIBLE HORRIBLE N VEGETABLE!!!!!" the table was .. nvm.. i don1 2 critic their tables.. the spoons were like 1000years din wash ard.. nvm.. i can wipe myself.. den comes the waiters' attitude.. OH............................... the toll mamak stall is better than them !! we called.. nobody came.. we waited.. finally i slammed the table.. only they come.. fine.. later i asked for chilly sauce n it NVR came.. the food was............... was like leftover food !! man!! fine.. ok ok.. that's pur "2nd worst thing" in the day.. after paying the bill.. i left rm6 n M left rm4.. total is rm10.. haha..perfect match.. well.. i admit b4 that we bought lotz of RUBBISH.. then we went inside jj to buy junk food.. after that we left rm3.. wahahaha.. den we decided to spend all the money.. suddenly i rmb we forgot to buy plaster.. i rily don1 to hav all my cuts n bruises showin out when i go for tuition the next day..but.. but the cheapest plaster is more than rm3.. we dug into every pocket to find money.. finally.. we got rm3.30..... we could buy the cheapest ...... n UGGLIEST plaster.. rm 3.20.... ok fine.. better then nothing.. that's the "3rd worst thing" in the day.. oh oh!! ya !! i almost forgot something.. when we went to a shop.. ( din1 2 mention the shop's name.. hehe..) M accidentally broke something there.. LUCKILY no one saw that.. EXcept me la.. stupid right.. so many hands for wat.. that's the "4th worst thing " in that day..

lovely memories.. haha.. especilly the breaking things part..