19 August, 2009

my hidden feelings

i hate SPORTS DAY
i hate BLUE HOUSE.
i hate THEM
but i have to pretend that i LIKE them

it has been quite a long time
but sometimes it just came to my mind
all the scenes
all the tears
......................all the HATRED

ANYONE ASKED ME IF I HATE THEM
MY ANSW WILL BE

......................................YES I HATE THEM VERY MUCH
SO MUCH


WELL
IF U CAN STAND THE HUMILIATION
FINE
I IMPRESSED YOU

BUT FOR ME
I'M SORRY
CUZ I DON HAVE THAT GENEROUS MIND OR GREAT CAPACITY FOR TOLERANCE

finally
i cried

the pain was more than i could bear

i was wondering
did i pretend that i like it?
did i pretend that i'm fine with it?





LENKA ........ woohoo XD

THE SHOW
LENKA
I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze
and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
Can't do it alone
I've tried
but I don't know why
I'm just a little girl
lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down
I know
I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show
I WANT MY MONEY BACK
I WANT MY MONEY BACK
I WANT MY MONEY BACK
JUST ENJOY THE SHOW
I WANT MY MONEY BACK
I WANT MY MONEY BACK
I WANT MY MONEY BACK
JUST ENJOY THE SHOW

15 August, 2009

i'm angry

I'M REALLY ANGRY

VERY VERY ANGRY

i asked xy to buy the coupons
she refused
the reason is no money , mother doesnt allow , bla bla bla

i'm very angry
i dono y
others don buy i'm still okay with it
but when she refused to buy
i become so angry

........................still ANGRY-ing NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i SWEAR i wont go to genting with her
i swear!!!!!!!!!!

i'm fed up of asking pple to go here go there when i know the answ will be no
this time is my turn to say NO

don blame me =(

lenka

i was so obsessed with this song - 'the show' by lenka.

that morn i was singing this part of the song- ' i want my money back'
again and again
then sud my brother said ' 还钱啊 '
... cuz i still owe him 50 bucks..

whenever i sing that part of the song then he will say that =.=

12 August, 2009

i HATE you

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so called 名句精华 X)

I learnt this n i like this

the original one :
你是高人,耍的是高招;我是草包,耍的是草招

i changed it to
我是高人,耍的是高招;你是猪八戒,耍的是猪招

X)

PERJANJIAN PERKAHWINAN 2009

I MISSED SCHOOL FOR 3 CONTINUOUS DAYS.. that's wat SOMEBODY said.. =.=
where got 3 continuous days..
friday then monday then tues..
friday is not counted kay..
there's sat n sun in between.. =.=

TODAY i finally attend school..
n i brought 2masks to school
1 for fren n 1 for me
we din really wear it until pn che lian's lesson
we wore that thing bcuz we wanted to chat "in the mask" so that the tcher wouldnt know we were talking
=.=
as if.........
the tcher is not stupid kay..
and this fren of mine (engyi) pulled up the mask so that the mask cover her eyes n she could sleep
it's a good idea
unfortunately my specs din allow me to do that
=.=

later
during mr lye's class the 3 of us (engyi xinyi and me)
started this perjanjian game =.=
(i'm the victim and i'm innocent)
(and i need to say sry to my future bf cuz we cannot have sex n we cnt marry)

i forgot what led us to this situation
engyi and me were talking at first
then we started to argue (friendly argue^^) like usual..

i hate it when she dares me
i hate it when she looks at me with the head highly lifted and her stupid big eyes
then she will go 'herr heRR HERR'
there's always a trace of sarcasm in her voice

hate it .hate iT .hate IT .hatE IT. haTE IT. hATE IT. HATE ITTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!

anyway back to the topic..

after some heated argument a decision was finally taken.

'LET'S HAVE A PERJANJIAN', that's what engyi suggested.
okay fine. u can do whatever u like cuz i know it's just a childish game between ourselves.

finally we agreed to have a PERJANJIAN PERKAHWINAN 2009
the contents are as below:
NG WENJIE (means me)
CANNOT MARRY
CANNOT DIVORCE(rubbish,cnt marry how 2 divorce=.=)
CANNOT HAVE A BABY
CANNOT HAVE SEX(it's illegal for christians to have sex b4 married)

if i break the rules i will have to give them a treat to europe n bla bla bla..

...luckily they din say CANNOT KISS.. X)
i know they just 4get
if they rmb they will write it down as well
luckily i din mention this when they were writing the perjanjian.................................

and now this perjanjian is safely kept in my house
which will have 99% that i will lost it within 2 days ^^

nvm
at least we enjoyed the process
......
i think it's better to say
AT LEAST BOTH OF THEM ENJOYED THE PROCESS...................................