19 August, 2009

my hidden feelings

i hate SPORTS DAY
i hate BLUE HOUSE.
i hate THEM
but i have to pretend that i LIKE them

it has been quite a long time
but sometimes it just came to my mind
all the scenes
all the tears
......................all the HATRED

ANYONE ASKED ME IF I HATE THEM
MY ANSW WILL BE

......................................YES I HATE THEM VERY MUCH
SO MUCH


WELL
IF U CAN STAND THE HUMILIATION
FINE
I IMPRESSED YOU

BUT FOR ME
I'M SORRY
CUZ I DON HAVE THAT GENEROUS MIND OR GREAT CAPACITY FOR TOLERANCE

finally
i cried

the pain was more than i could bear

i was wondering
did i pretend that i like it?
did i pretend that i'm fine with it?





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