1.6.09

a week had passsed.
i know it sounds stupid.. but i'm still waiting for his msg..
but..
unfortunately..
he didnt send any msg..
somebody told me he doenst have a hp now..
was that considered as a consolation?
i cannot console myself with that thought..
last year he used someone else's hp to send me a msg..just to wish me..

i feel sorry for being so greedy..
i didnt appreciate and i want it back now..
i'm stupid..
is it so hard to forget him?
time doesnt seem to do much help on this.